Happy Birthday to Me

Today is my birthday.
I am 38 years old.
Sometimes I think about what my life should be like at this point. I honestly can't say that I thought it would be much different than what it is, other than the career aspect (and I am not skinny - dammit). I had hopes that I would be happily married - and I am. I wanted to have beautiful, smart, talented, wonderful children - I do. I wanted to own my own house and have a car that I wasn't totally mortified to be seen driving. I have all that. I am very blessed on so many different levels. Sure we have bills that need to be paid, my house needs to be updated, and I need to go back to school - but I have time for that. I have the important stuff covered, right?
My birthday was wonderful. I took Elijah to CARTI for his treatment this morning, passed my employee health screening, came home and took a nice long bath. When Britt got home he cooked supper, built me a fire, and he and Elijah baked me cupcakes. It was lovely.