Finally got a call!!!

When I updated my profile on the Arkansas Children's HR website, I noticed that the first time I applied for a job there was in 2004!!! Recently I applied for several positions that would allow me to work from 7pm to 7am on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. This would make it possible for me to still have a full time job, but be able to be with Elijah for treatments. I will probably make less money, but I would make a lot less anyway with all the work I am missing. I am hoping this is an answer to a prayer. I think it would make me feel better anyway.. I was in such a FOUL mood yesterday. Just angry at EVERYTHING. Poor Britt has to get the brunt of it. I told my friend on the phone today that I was in such a foul mood that Britt could have brought me home flowers and chocolate, ran me a bubble bath, filled the room with candles and romantic music and I would have still been angry about SOMETHING. It was just one of those days. I am praying that this job thing comes through. I think it will take a huge stress off of me and let me be where I want. I can handle being away from Eli as long as I know Britt can be with him when I am not there. I think that will make things feel better for both of us. I don't want Britt feeling guilty because I am missing work- I really don't care. :)
Vacation is coming soon. I really want to take some time to just sit on the beach and watch the water. I miss the ocean.
prayers for tomorrow: easy day of chemo; good news about job situation; the cleaning fairy to come to my house!!!